Monday, June 28, 2010

J19 oh baby


The boy I danced with on Friday! Hahahah. Ok... Just a lookalike, but a legitimite lookalike, really legitimate.


Sunday, June 27, 2010

1234.5

Today in church there were some wonderful comments and whatnotternotters.
My favorite: "Never withhold a generous thought."

Such a good reminder.

Saturday, June 26, 2010

spark spark dancing baby oh baby

First off. WATCH http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pRpeEdMmmQ0 Pure joy....

Sometimes, and all times, friends are like... real great. Last night was spent latin dancing until 3 am. I danced with the best looking person in the world I am convinced... baby oh baby. I can't remember his name but he was gorgeous. Nordstrom model? Abercrombie? YES. Funny stuff guys. Dancing was wonderful. The funny thing about going dancing though is, that like 40% of the time there is spent in the bathroom- so here are bathroom pics with besties to pay homage to that tradition! So great. Tonight was spent at SPARK with laughing and talking and Shirly Temples with cotton candy on top. I am indeed feeling positively blissed out of my mind.

Just chillaxilaxicaxin at the corn stand. Where is sold 75 cantaloupes. OMY.
TO TOP THINGS OFF... i sold 75 cantaloupes today. Meaning BAH BAH BAH! I get a free sugar sweet produce hat? Really guys, could life get any better?

Friday, June 25, 2010

buying antlers.

     Spending the morning in an apartment where everyone is a stranger is weird and gratifying.
1 month ago today I embarked on this yellow brick road. To newness, to me-ness, to happiness. It could have been awful, by choice, I made it easy. Somehow, I just opted out of the pain. When I keep living, keep meeting new people, keep trying new things and learning about myself, I am validated, and I am okay. Two failures in one month- and I am just fine.
     Last night I walked the halls of Snow Hall, memories of freshman year are forever kept in the stench of the carpet. Memories of you and of hardship weighed heavily in my heart as the familiar smell plagued my mind. The place where the seems came unraveled. 2 months later I go back as a new person, and I realize that the girl I am now would have loved it here. But I can only love future places and future people. That's all in the past and that's all it'll ever be. Being with an old friend who only ever knew me then, makes me realize how much I've changed and how much I like it.

Thursday, June 17, 2010

night after night after night after night after night after night

Every night at midnight- I get so hyper. It's inconceivable. It's uncontrollable! It's undeniable, indeniable? *
My mind races and I like it. I feel happy but so restless at the same time. Like happiness is just going to spew it's way out of my system by way of vomit. Ya terrible and yet so perfect.
Some days are endless at the corn stand. Like today. Tomorrow is a new day, so let's all pray for more wonderful.

Wednesday, June 16, 2010

chewing on ice.

PHOTO VIA

I've got nothing to say really.
I've got a bad habit of chewing on ice- I do it every day- a lot. I don't wanna stop, I love it. It's funny how enjoyable bad habits can be.
I've got a bad habit of hating my hair the day I get it done (aka today) I want to crawl in a hole and while I'm in there dig back to Logan where the hair maestro can make it all better.
Nothing brightens my day quite like painting my fingernails cherry red.
Well, that and dance parties in the shower to GIRL TALK. That's pretty day brightening too if you ask me.
Oh plus, and also, you know what else brightens my day? Knowing that it's all all right. Even if my hair is making question this:)
Plus and also, I've got a bad habit of over thinking and rethinking.. doesn't everyone? NO.
NOOOO
no
no.
Where'd you go?

water secrets REVEALED. i know you've all been waiting.

I was talking to my friend last night and he told me about this. I didn't believe him when he told me, but then I looked it up. I still think it's weird, that's beside the point though because it's fascinating to think about. At least read the first article of this fascinating and weird and unbelievable because it's maybe not even true but I don't even know because maybe it is but I'm not smart enough to tell you if it actually is but it's still cool so read it and be amazed. Words are very powerful you know?


And what, with that very professionally designed website and bull crap evidence, it's got to be true, right?

Saturday, June 12, 2010

goodness gracious me.

TONIGHT was a blasty blast. And my friends, that's all there is to it.
Every little thing is more than alright.

what is happening to me!

I'm so happy it hurts.
Life is so wonderful! - I went Latin dancing tonight. I was one of like 3 white people. 'Twas so fun and hilarious and incomprehensibly confusing.