School.

It's good here. Love my roommates and there is just a feel of newness in the air. Like, this year will be better than last year. I'm going to make it so.  I miss home more than I thought I would but I'm slowly adjusting. I, at 19 years old, have my first bunk bed. I went 19 years. And now the streak must be broken. Eh, what can you do? I am writing this post laying down because I can't even sit up in this bed. It's my little cocoon. Anyways it's really peaceful here and the people are wonderful!

Tomorrow morning I have Spanish 1010 at 8:30. After 12 years of spanish classes I'll be sitting in on a 1010 class! Must. Test. Out.

I write this blog for you Mom, hey Mom! I miss you. We had a good summer, sorry for the poopy last day : ( Thanks for letting me cry on your lap for hours upon end this summer. That was nice. Good luck on the house!!! Send me updates. Love you.

tremendous!

I move today! So! Excited! Yay! (that is my excited face!)  yayayayayayayayya! LOL! LOLZ! YES.

my first last day

TODAY! WAS! MY! LAST! DAY! at the corn stand :(

Sad face. It was a great summer. I've written about it enough on here.
But, one more thing, I NEVER even got to say goodbye to my 40 year old stalker. I bet he misses me so much.
Learned a lot this summer.
Gotta tan, and decided my MAJOR. (marketing.)
FINALLY.
Fixed my heart. Fell again. Stood up, met people, loved, lived.
Summer of black tops, spiders crawling up my legs, and attack of the wasps. Jokes, friends, and stalkers, I will miss you all.

From blonde to blonder to brown again. Back to my roots. My HAIR is a symbol of my life this summer. Finding symbolism in all. Always.  Awful?

This morning there were tears. Hidden well, but they were there. Sad to leave. Soaked it up, and now I'm ready.

Ready for tests and friends and people and everything and everything. Ready to walk up Old Main ready to eat taco salad 19 times a week. Ready to grow up and be.

It's not that I'm not nervous. Or scared. Somewhere deep down I am... I think! But what a waste really. September 4th will come. Will go. And this year will be wonderful. Or is wonderfully hard more like it? Surprises come and knock you over. Until one day? Maybe they won't. Oh wadda day.

Brentwood. I gon find you. Roommates? Please be good. Please? PLEASE?

The boxes are slowly (emphasis on the slowly) getting packed. Piles and piles and piles and piles. Car is vacuumed, washed and ready to go (minus the rear view mirror naturally) New beginnings are in the air. IS in the are? Art in the air? New beginnings art in the air. Can you feel it? I know I can. I wonder where and who (well... not literally who, but sort of who?) This time next year, Aug. 2011. 2010 is good for now. You've been good to me since June so why don't you continue to do so?

Packing lists?
All 10 billion 89 boxes of curry mix.
Coke.
Clothes of some sort?
Mattress pad?

Sure guys, I think that'll definitely do it for me. That needs to go to Bed Bath and Beyond as some complete pre compiled packing list. All the important things in life really.

Anyways, I guess this is my final adieu to Sum Sum 2010. SO BYE SUMSUM it's been real. .

See ya :)

Here's to earplugs and scantrons!

Packing for school.
Pictures of my Costo Christmas.

 New unders!

 Vegi chips (sounds healthy to me until I realize potatoes are vegis?), Flannel shirt for the Hell called Logan winter.

 My new Clarke's. From Nordstrom, not Costo, mind ya.

 I bought this RAD RAD RAD "Moleskine" planner, not realizing it's for 2011. Looks like I'll just be an orginazional mess until 2011 comes. I'm truly convinced this handy dandy Moleskine is my last hope.

Thanks, Mum:)

oh 30 minutes?? really? no just 10.

holy hannah. i'm in love.

and this is where we are.

Goals and to-do lists put a smile on my face.
Ok, so here we are. Making a list. I'll put bullets on it just to make it cute and official.

• Graduate college (ha! so far away it feels.)
• Read lots and lots of glorious books.
• Win friends and Influence People
• Laugh at YouTube videos
• Wipe off my lap top screen
• Figure out my schedule so my T/TH are not a 7 am class and a 7 pm class. Oh puleez. 
• FIND A REALLY STELLAR JOB!
• Love more. Be more loving. Be lovely. 
• Live in the moment. Love each day. Take it as it comes. The future is taken care of and the past is done.
• Meet people
• Get good grades
• Continue to find independence and peace.
• Get dresses dry cleaned because they are stinky. 

Sleep. Night.

new hair.

literally phoning Kristen while taking this picture. doubling up on technologies is soooo fun.